i think im kinda sad

i dunno. i haven't been sad for a while. i feel like real sadness. its an ugly feeling. it makes me sick. and i really hate the person responsible for making me sick. i'm mad because i saw them together today. its almost like i knew it, but i was hoping that it wouldn't happen. you can see the natural bond between them. the strong connection. how they cant let go of each other. its ugly. and disgusting. and i don't envy them. that's not what i want; their relationship sucks. i think i'm sad because i'm still in love. seriously, did someone put love potion in my chocolate milk at lunch like 3 years ago? im sad. very sad.a hopeless romantic, kinda, in a way. i hope to emphasize the word hopeless. its what i am. but i still love myself. everyone can suck my non-existent dick.

Love?

Love is patient and kind, it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited, it is never rude or selfish, it does not take offence, nor is it resentful. Love takes no pleasure in others’ sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes. Love does not come to an end. There are three things that last, faith, hope and love and the greatest of these is love.Corinthians 13: 4-8

my personal opinion

is that tagging is the stupidest way to get respect
what, so if i cant draw i dont get respect? but if i can draw i do get respect?
what kind retarded shit is that
what if i achieve greatly, academically? doesn't that count for anything?
sure, i can't fucking draw out someones name all pretty,
but i can tell the difference between phi and theta, can you?
stupidest shit ever
hahaha, and coheed and cambria is better than anything and everything, anyone and everyone.

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